Chaos Theory - part 1 - 351am

" a butterfly's wings might create tiny changes in the atmosphere that may ultimately alter the path of a tornado"

The concept of the butterfly effect is frequently referred to in popular culture in terms of the novelty of a minor change in circumstances causing a large change in outcome.The term is sometimes used in popular media dealing with the idea of time travel, usually inaccurately. Most time travel depictions simply fail to address butterfly effects. According to the actual theory, if history could be "changed" at all (so that one is not invoking something like the Novikov self-consistency principle which would ensure a fixed self-consistent timeline), the mere presence of the time travelers in the past would be enough to change short-term events (such as the weather) and would also have an unpredictable impact on the distant future. Therefore, no one who travels into the past could ever return to the same version of reality he or she had come from and could have therefore not been able to travel back in time in the first place, which would create a phenomenon known as time paradox.

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HOW AM I RELATED TO ALL THIS

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The other day , had a deja-vu and one long lasting adrenaline rush. I went to sleep at 6.5.32 in the morning. Had the free-fall. No colors. Just pure rush of blood to the brain. A flash and i woke up. I had this feeling that i had slept for hours and hours... so i got upand checked the claock.

It was 6.6.32..... exact 1 minute ... 60 seconds. I couldn't believe it... I thought somethings wrong cause i had severe pain at the sides of my head. So I went to sleep again.....

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I woke up today at 830 am in the morning........ my mom said I was sleeping for two days striaght........

Trianspotting

Brilliant gold tabs. virginal white marble. a seat carved from ebony. a cistern full of chanel number five. and a flunky handing me pieces of raw silk toilet roll. but under the circumstances, i'el settle for anywhere"

so why did i do it? i could offer a million answers, all false. the truth is that i'm a bad person, but that's going to change, i'm going to change. this is the last of this sort of thing. i'm cleaning up and i'm moving on, going straight and choosing life. i'm looking forward to it already. i'm going to be just like you; the job, the family, the fucking big television, the washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electrical tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage, three piece suite, diy, game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nineto-five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, clearing the gutters, getting by, looking ahead, the day you die.