Unspoken Love

Not a day goes by without me thinking of you,
not a night goes by without me dreaming of you.

You are the ray of light on a gloomy day,
your voice as sweet as summer rain when you sing a song for me.

Your love gives me wings,
your loves makes me high,
for you I would fly ten times around the world or more,
because you are the only one I adore.

When I met you,I probably died,
For with you I'm in heaven.

Every night,every day,I experience these feelings I can not say.
And with you I wish to stay.

These unspoken words are chords of love,
I need you by my side my turtle dove.

Put "x" on the [ ] if its true.

Fire
[x] I am optimistic
[x] I like my freedom
[x] I am energetic
[ ] I like being center of attention
[x] I can be short-tempered
[x] I can make decisions without consideration
[x] I don't take life all that seriously
[x] I am daring
[x] I am easily-amused
[x] I love warm colours
Total = Nine

Earth
[ ] I am cautious
[x] I do not like to rush decisions
[x] I have set goals
[x] I am lazy
[ ] I dislike an untidy house
[ ] I stick to a set routine, or try to
[ ] I am down-to-earth
[ ] I have been told I worry too much
[x] I can be extremely stubborn
[x] I love neutral colours
Total = Five

Air
[ ] I am intellectual
[x] I am sociable
[x] I change my mind a lot
[x] I am curious
[x] Hugs are the best
[x] I am creative
[x] I often struggle to sit still
[ ] I like to have a lot of space
[ ] I adapt easily to new situations
[x] I love pastille colours
Total = Seven

Water
[ ] I am passionate and romantic
[ ] I get jealous a lot
[x] I have many deep thoughts
[ ] I am sensitive
[x] I am secretive
[x] I am family-orientated
[ ] I often get homesick [when I go to camps alone]
[x] I form deep emotional attachments to people
[ ] I am accident-prone
[x] I love cool colours
Total = Five

FIRE!!!!

Never Ending Thirst - the fall

I cannot bring myself to write a decent thing,
Erasing all the words, a war of pen and sheets,
This war had love, so much inside its core,
And now it fights and fights,
imaginary gore...

I cannot bring myself to cry the tears I hold,
Because I hate redundant things,
For I have cried before...
I cannot bring together, the puzzle in my lap,
For I have lost some pieces,
While jumping up with joy,
Back then,
I am In Love....
I cannot bring back the past I have inside
It makes my body shiver,
It makes my heart weep blood...


I am looking down, somewhere,
Where the abyss has arms,
spread wide,
welcoming anyone, who doesn't mind
to jump. The knowledge that it holds,
Will be known and forgotten,
Into a second split,
then crushed.
I am sat.
On the end of a cliff.
And the first and last thing,
that crosses through my mind,
Is wishing for the wind,
To push me from behind.
Because I know of death,
And how it makes you fly....

Never Ending Thirst - prologue

"The hunger inside given to me, makes me what I am
Always it is calling me, for the blood of man...
They say I cannot be this, I am jaded, hiding from the day
I can't bare, I cannot tame the hunger in me..."

Echo of Silence 3

I can't write what I feel now. Maybe it's right maybe wrong. Or maybe its just the sleepless nights. I can't figure out what am I doing in this world. Maybe somethings are just not supposed to happen.

anyways I 'm completely engulffed in a vortex of emo crysis. Don't know what to do.

and I needed a break .. so now here I am on vacation..

enjoying life. fuck everything else. I needed a change.
So now finally it has started. So i'm just gonna let go of everything else and...


sleep.