Fallen Angel : If love...

If love was a color it would be,
the blue of the sky,
the red of an apple,
the green of the grass,
the yellow of the sun,
the purple of the grapes...

If love was a taste it would be,
the sweet of a chocolate,
the tangyness of a cherry,
the warmth of a real soup,
the sour of a lemon, so sour it hurts, but its wonderful anyway...

If love was a smell it would be,
the warm sweetness of freshly baked bread,
the crisp freshness of newly cut hay,
the tingle of cinnamon on warm apple pie,
the waxy warmth of melting candles,
the sweet smell of life in a baby lamb...

If love was a touch it would be,
the soft of a newborn's skin,
the rough of hard working hands,
the tingling sensation down your spine when your lover's lips brush your cheek,
the gentle tickle of his beard on you'r neck...

If love was a sound it would be,
the soft hum of the meadow's bees in the summer,
the quiet trill in the woods at night,
the whisper of the sand across the desert,
the rhythem of the ocean against the beach...


If you had to explain love to someone,

Fallen Angel : I miss u

I miss you
To my cutipie,

I know your gone for a week
but I just can't stand it when your away
I try harder and harder
to get used to it each day

you've made my life different
in a completely romantic way
and when you leave for a while
it feels like a part of me has gone away

I know your far away from me
and I know I can't get to where you are
but every night of my life
I'll wish for you upon a star

I love you cutipie
and you know I do
and one day, maybe just one day
I'll be right there with you

Fallen Angel : Love Odessy

The only thing I want is to be in love with you
to spend a lifetime just watching your mouth
speaking the words that captivate me

I only want to forget the world
forget everything I've ever known

The only thing I want is to be in love with you
to watch each day pass by like seconds
on a clock that never runs

I want to find myself in you
to become what I have longed for

I only want to feel your touch
the touch of an angel that guides me home when I am lost
and gives me love when I feel that I am hated

You are my guardian angel
You are my angel for life
perfect in every way
don't ever change


I love you...




I will always love you

Fallen Angel : In your eyes

Your eyes are like an ocean,
Upon which I am swept away
But there is no need for a lifeline,
Because I don't want to be saved
Your eyes are deep and perfect,
A beautiful brown cookie
And just like the ocean,
Your eyes hide mysteries too

In your eyes, I see
My future, my destiny
More real than I could have believed
In your eyes, I see
My forever, eternity
And a passion that burns so deep
In your eyes...
I can see your dreams
In your eyes...
I can see me...

Your eyes have entrapped me,
Ever since that first day
And no matter how hard I resisted,
I just couldn't get away
Your eyes have hidden depths to them,
That at first I did not perceive
For me there's no escaping,
I fall into them so willingly!

In your eyes, I see
My future, my destiny
More real than I could have believed
In your eyes, I see
My forever, eternity
And a passion that burns so deep
In your eyes...
I can see your dreams
In your eyes...
I can see me...

I am lost...in your eyes
Staring into them,
I completely lose track of time
Looking into your eyes, I'm free
You see me for who I am...
And for who I can be!

In your eyes, I see
My future, my destiny
More real than I could have believed
In your eyes, I see
My forever, eternity
And a passion that burns so deep
In your eyes...
I can see your dreams
In your eyes...
I can see me..

Fallen angel : Breath

To hear that voice,
the whisper penetrating
the veil of silence
that has long escaped
my ears.

Your lips forming
those soft vowels,
those hard consonants,
unable to be heard,
only seen.

I long to hear
those sweet words
dancing around
like sugar plum fairies
on Christmas eve.

I long to feel
them tip toe
through the absolute darkness
of my mind
at night on those old creaky wood floors.

How I wonder
how it sounds
and why it is gone,
oh how I want
to hear its tune.

That voice you have hidden,
will soon be heard,
by the slightest chance
it might be heard through one little whisper,
one little tune, one little melody,
that will open the cacophony that is life.

Maybe sometime soon…

Fallen Angel : Intermomentus

I love you.
That is my truth.
Do I understand it? No!
I don't even know if I could live up to it.
I love you.
You will ask: How much?
Is it really necessary to tell
you?
Suddenly, you've become everything.
My serenity,
my
true love.
You'll then ask:
What is "true?"
That's fine, I'll tell you
"true"
is to feel you,
that I take you inside me
that I lose you and I don't have you,
it's to feel that I forget you and I cry and sigh
it's to know that you are not mine,
and to know you never will be.
It's to miss you and go crazy without seeing you,
without speaking to you,
It's talking to myself, alone, about you...

I love you.
What else could I tell you?
I love you, I want you, I need you.
And to finish, you can ask (once again):
How much?
But that, you will never know.

Fallen Angel : Love

Love is you.
Love is me.
Love is something you can't see.
Love is nice.
Love is sweet.
Love will sweep you off your feet.
Love is soft.
Love is best.
You can feel love in your chest.
Love is great.
Love is kind.
Love is always on my mind.
Love is special.
Love you cherish.
My love for you will never parish.

Fallen Angel : Silence of Love

We first meet and words over flowed
Every day we talked, our conversations never slowed
Twelve hours a day or even more
We were up at dawn talking till darkness fell once more
Stories of the past and things that just happen
From our life books are chapters keep cracking
From one page to the next we would fill each other in
Till we came to the present and the stories would lessen
Are talks got shorter as time went on.
Now it’s how was you’re today?
Is every thing ok?
But I understood!
We can’t talk forever
We now know each other from cover to cover
We sit in silence but the love is there
Just because we don’t talk all the time doesn’t mean we don’t care
We just understand one another and talk when need be
Some times we talk casually
But we have an understanding that will always be
True love is there and now I see.

Fallen Angel : Black Rose

Red roses are so cliché—and a yellow rose did not say enough
A white rose speaks of purity—perhaps I should have reached for the blue
Though mysterious, that colored rose just did not seem to suit you.
I could have reached for the pink, but I held back
Though your presense gives me happiness—the pink just seemed to lack.
I needed something more—something that spoke of us
That said “forever is our friendship” and you’re the one I’ll forever trust.
And that is when it dawned on me—the colored rose I’ll give
The color of all eternity. The one that forever lives.
You might think this is crazy—like logic never once touched my mind
Perhaps you’re right, but this is the only way to state our friendship is eternal
And that even in the darkest light—you’ll always shine.
So I present to you a black rose—yes, go ahead and gasp in fright
But let me explain this to you and perhaps you’ll see my logic may be right.
A black rose is symbolized as death—thanks to Hollywood these days
But isn’t death the only thing that is eternal? Forever you live in memories
And this is my way of saying—that even in the after life
You’ll always be a best friend to me.
Nothing in life nor in death could ever change that.

Fallen Angel : Moments

you are worth the sum of two moons and
three-hundred and ninety-seven crystalline stars.
you outshine everything

you are beautiful, like a fallen paper angel, with
tattered wings and a shipwreck smile, and
your halo is woven from strands of golden
and smiles
and love.

you are damaged, maybe, but through your cracks
and bruises shines a glow that's worth the hurt, seeping through
your fractures like the ocher-eyed sun,
the silver-threaded rain,
the sunset-spattered sky.

you speak of translucent dreams and strawberry skies
and black-and-blue fingertips pressed to forlorn skin.
to you, i can say 'i'll be there you', and i'll always mean it.

Fallen angel : Prologue

The sun is dawning
and the world is still spinning;

I am in motion,
but I am statue-still.

My heart is forever beating,
lungs forever breathing,

and I am eternally grateful.
For what?

I'm not sure,
but I know it's there.

And, if for nothing else,
I am thankful for the sun, the moon, and the stars,

and how they reflect off my memories of you-
how they shine for you-

even if you're not here.

The breeze is blowing
and the birds are still singing;

I am silent,
and I am loud.

I am forever living,
forever dying,

forever in motion,
forever for you;

forever, even if you're not here.

Silence of Mandar : As I fall

Dreams repeat themselves
intertwining with reality
leaving me with too much noise
too many thoughts
distorting whats fake and what's real

but sometimes even in noise
if you listen carefully
there is silence

Happiness is usually temporary
but can last forever
if I keep fighting for it
A never ending battle
to keep the demons out

They will keep coming
while I keep dancing on the edge
pushing them down with silent songs
and dreams of the future

All that will remain is silence
honoring the struggle it took
to get this far, to stay this way
to never change for anyone but yourself
to only do what feels right

You will know you are there
when the voices stop
and you can only hear yourself,
the wind blowing through your hair
singing a song of realisation
and acceptance