Silence of Mandar : As I fall

Dreams repeat themselves
intertwining with reality
leaving me with too much noise
too many thoughts
distorting whats fake and what's real

but sometimes even in noise
if you listen carefully
there is silence

Happiness is usually temporary
but can last forever
if I keep fighting for it
A never ending battle
to keep the demons out

They will keep coming
while I keep dancing on the edge
pushing them down with silent songs
and dreams of the future

All that will remain is silence
honoring the struggle it took
to get this far, to stay this way
to never change for anyone but yourself
to only do what feels right

You will know you are there
when the voices stop
and you can only hear yourself,
the wind blowing through your hair
singing a song of realisation
and acceptance